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Bit--I mean, Kelly

Y'know, you really didn't have to be such a bitch about everything. I was hoping that your maturity would shine through on this one, but I unfortunately only saw a wrecked 17-year-old that took honors courses in high school. You surely picked on my life decisions--coming from someone who spent a portion of hers doing something INCREDIBLY less than dignifying. In the end, the only thing I wanted was that you told the truth...which you blatently chose NOT to do.

I wanted to be friends, which is where I fucked up. I still thought of you as a fantastic person to be around. Then you just couldn't turn your bitch down. Good luck with finding someone to put up with all of that bullshit.

  • Current Music
    Army of Me -- Going Through Changes
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Kayla

You're one of the most terrible human beings I've ever met. No really, you're a dumb bitch and I really hope that you catch some kind of disease, get hit by a bus, survive a shotgun blast to the face, and then be forced to live a life of solitude because no one would want to come within 15 feet of your hideous disposition...which, ironically enough, would've improved your looks some.

Yeah, I fucking hate you.

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    Bayside -- Devotion and Desire
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Irene (Marie)

I really wish that what our relationship became two years later was what our ACTUAL relationship was. Then again, if I were still in the picture, Allison would've never happened. Looking at that girl...and at what you have now...yeah. I wouldn't have the heart to break that up; you and Charles really work together. In any case, I'm glad that it's all sorta working out now. And congrats on the new girl...she'll be just as beautiful as the other two in the family.

  • Current Music
    Cold -- Remedy
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Hannah

Meh, you didn't get to me until later, really...I fell for you pretty hard, but you were right--it was honestly just puppy love. We were young, it was nice. That's about it. I mean, it sucks that we AT MOST, we only got to spend about 45 minutes with each other, but I guess it worked for what it was. I know that you're married/widowed/divorced/with kid or whatever your situation is now, but it'd be cool if you didn't straight up ignore me, y'know?

  • Current Music
    Cartel -- Say Anything (Else)
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Jessica

It's a little sad now...knowing that you'll never be able to give me the answers to the questions that I had for so long. At the same time, I held on to those questions because of the simple fact that there are some questions simply better left unanswered...you were always a refreshing, beautiful face. The smell of make-up actually always reminds me of you.

You were the first real step that I needed. And, since we're still friends, I'm glad.

  • Current Music
    Rushlow -- Sweet Summer Rain
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Man...

Why is that every time I come back to this site, I always have regret staring at me in the face?

I REALLY need to only stop posting in this thing whenever I get into relationshps now.
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Over-thinking the HELL out of things.

So, I'm pretty sure that I'm just over-thinking all of this, but I have to say something about it now or else I feel like I'm going to emotionally supernova:

--I'm sure Blu's over me. Like it wasn't even a thing. Damn.
--I'm pretty sure I'm coming on to Gen as clingy or desperate. I certainly hope not.
--With my luck, Blu and Gen will start hanging out and get into each other...leaving me with jack shit.
--The only interested openly-available person is Ed and I don't even know him that well (nor do I really have the desire to.)


Fuck. Just...fuck, man.
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    Every Planet We Reach is Dead--Gorillaz